Oh…life is strange, isn’t it?

Sometimes you want something and work on trying to suppress the want before finally giving up and going after it deliberately.

And then you get it, but only for a little while, until you realize it’s not meant to be and you might as well forget about it, no matter how hard it is (but you secretly still hope for it).

And then a bunch of new developments arise and you realize you’ll most likely never get what you want, and at the same time it also comes into light that you could have had what you now want way back at the start, before you even knew that’s what you wanted…but that’s all in the past so why bother with it anyway?

And then time passes, you try to forget about the thing you wanted, passing it off as something that will never happen in a million years. And you start to actually believe it and actually start to forget.

And then it happens, completely out of the blue, completely in a way that was unanticipated.

And you’re happy about it.

Cryptic? Who cares, it’s my blog.