Weird things have occurred today, and I don’t really know how to explain them. Quick summary:

1) Something happened (not an actual event–just a feeling) when I was walking the dog tonight that made me think that I was put on the earth to change it. For the better or for the worse, I don’t know yet.

2) Relationships scare the hell out of me. I cannot make commitments, and I admit that. But I feel like such a pompous, arrogant loser when I seem to blow people off. The truth is, I’m afraid of people.

3) I am unlikeable, but for what reasons, I don’t know. I already knew this, but it became even clearer today.

That’s about all I can say. Hm.